On this day, Thursday, November 20, 2014, I have lived more days than Robb.

And it’s weird and sobering to know that on the timeline of his days, he died on this one.

I feel maybe even a little bit disloyal, that I should take more of this pie of life than he did.

I guess what I realize most is how unbearably young he was. And how he didn’t see it coming.

I wish I had more words for this, but I just don’t have any. I just feel the date looming, and I think to myself, “and so it is.”

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